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My friend (who's an avid fan of Miku) showed me this recently since he knows too well about how much I use Waffle as a name XD hahahahaha.

Suddenly....I got the strong cravings to eat waffles T_T...but that would be ironic for me. Plus, I find it extremely cute =3

Spring Onion Sauce!

@_@ Ah, another random personal journal about my thoughts...It seriously feels weird to do this. xD

Normally, I would blame being busy for all this, but I guess that busyness* was partly because I felt so unmotivated to draw that I didn't bother to make time even when my super concentration powers can. Also, the jokes on me because those concentration powers do not apparently work on drawing.

First thing I noticed is the 10k deviant watch messages with tons of other things...and frankly, seeing that just instantly saps all motivation from me. Not that I can't just clear everything, but I love looking through the deviantwatch unless there are 10k images. :3

The more troubling thing I saw after sorting through my inbox (because I can't work with a messy digital desk) is that about three of my favorite artists just left. The last one leaving just a dozen hours ago or so. How could I have missed all this? It really saddens me that they're leaving since their art styles are adorable. :/ What's worse is that after looking around a bit, I found out that two of them left because, of all things, the hateful people who consistently bash them. The other one left due to family problems. However, that person was also frequently the target of those people, so I am led to believe that they could partly be the reason. I'm pretty well aware of how people can be over the internet, but seriously? On deviantart? Over someone's hobby or possibly dreams? I mean, holy...I feel sick just thinking about it.

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*Sigh* Well, there's nothing more I can do now though. I wish I could have done something about it. Maybe I should be more wary of these signs and try to help if ever? Although, there were people who defended them...it was unfortunately not enough, I suppose. Hopefully, they, along with other people who were victimized are doing better now.

School is about to start and once again, I'm nervous about everything. Despite how my summer wasn't that amazing, I'm not very excited about the upcoming school year and activities either. >.<

Hopefully, I can make more friends this year...

Pray that tomorrow will go well~

Occasionally, I visit pixiv since there are a lot of amazing artists there too, especially the ones that I see through the various booru sites. It's too bad that I could never understand what they are saying or even leave comments on their works. It feels as though I'm missing out on something.

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For some reason, a couple of people added me as friends. The weird part was that I have absolutely no idea what they said. Google translate just spits out incoherent words that would NEVER make any sense no matter how you look at it. Lol.

Just wanted to say that I hate those strong feelings of guilt for liking lolicon. :/ I can't really talk to anyone properly about this, so here it is in my journal. Although, there also seems to be a strong hate for it over here in deviantart. Oh well, I guess, but I do feel better just writing it here in my journal.